FlyAwayFairy

The 10th of January was my 21st birthday. I don't feel 21. I don't look 21. I'm not really sure what to make of it, but I thought I should just let everyone know that I'm very confused with myself at this time and this probably will impact my art one way or another. As of right now I have yet another scary issue:

I seem to be finding no interest in drawing/painting whatsoever. I've been dealing with major depression for some time now, and art doesn't seem to be cutting it for me. Writing has, as I've blissfully discovered, helped me way more than it ever has in the past. WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME?!

I'll leave you with this ol' chaps: Could this be the 21st birthday curse?

Trying to write an essay about Edgar Allan Poe is rather depressing. Especially on St. Patty's day.  
I respect him as a writer, but I mean, come on Poe!  Stop killing everyone!!!
It's getting ridiculous.

Although I must say, I do enjoy darker literature.....mwuahahahahha!!!!

Hey everyone!  My birthday was yesterday, the 10th of January.  I turned 19 years old.  It kinda makes me sad to think that it is my last teen year.  I still feel like a kid.

Dunno what else to say.  =/

I was a princess.

Well, it's the last week of summer coming up, then I will be off to college. =O
holy crap.
I am so nervous and excited and feel like a 4 year old going to a big kid school or something....it doesn't help much that I look like I'm 12. hmmmm.

I miss high school already....well....some of it.

peace*

Kelly

p.s. pray for me when I have to sit through a basic drawing class...ughhhhhh  I want to do harder stuff darn it!!!!!

yep, that's right. Tomorrow I graduate from High School - finally!!!

It has been such a long road, I cannot believe I actually made it.  
I'm so excited for tomorrow

I'm not sure it has hit me yet.
....but I know one thing is for sure....


I look like an idiot with the cap and gown.  First of all the cap looks like I shaved my head, covered it with a diaper and stuck a piece of white cardboard on top of it....don't forget the funny lil tassel!

As for the gown, let's just visualize my super skinny/short body underneath this blobby mass of white shiny fabric.  I look like a priest who just lost 300 pounds but never bought smaller clothes.
THE POWER OF CHRIST COMPELS YOU TO GRADUATE!

AMEN. yyyiiipppeeeeeeeeee!!!
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Houston, I am outta here.